I wish I could fly you backwards to my past,
for you to see all the things I went through.
I sat around lonely crying in my room,
with no friends so I was blue.
Well now I have made some friends,
from moving on to a different life.
But when you don't call I feel the same,
I have the same troubles and strife.
I feel like you don't understand at all,
You have your friends and things to do.
I understand but sometimes I feel so small.
I wish you could understand how I feel,
why I do the things I do and the way I act.
I'm trying to improve on everything,
the skills I so much do lack.
But in a way you don't understand,
Don't understand where I've come from.
I've gone through a lot in my life,
in fact I've gone through a ton.
I try to forgot my past I really do,
but it is so hard sometimes with these emotions.
I want you to understand why I do things,
why I have so much commotion.
Sometimes all I have is you to talk to,
I hate when I'm alone and have no one to call.
When I talk to you I feel better.
when you don't get back to talk to me I ball.
You don't understand how instrumental you are to me,
You fill me with so many postive things.
It is so much a wonderful thing for me to have,
all the things you don't know you bring.
But I wish you would understand me more,
why I do the things you don't understand I do.
Oh wish you could really comprehend,
because sometimes I think you really don't have a clue.