Scared of the idea,
But I want to a be a keeper,
Of the lighthouse on the cliff,
With the waves crashing in.
Everytime I look,
I get a chill down my spine,
Large enough to climb,
Like the thoughts that I have,
Overwhelming and attatched.
Only now, I see the state,
And maybe I'm too late,
Oblivion has hit,
Turned this place into shit.
I can't just walk away,
And pretend that I've changed.
I should stick to my word,
And slowly watch my world,
Deteriorate to nothing
'Coz I'll never turn to something,
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