I wanted to talk to you,
But I stayed quiet and distant.
‘Cos I don’t know how,
And too timid to approach you.
Please let me start with this.
Emotional scars don’t heal easily.
From a long time of an act of foolishness,
And ignorance kept me apart from God.
A painful confession of my brokenness,
Led me back towards to His salvation.
My reconnection to God of redemption,
Allowed me a chance to meet you.
That night, the first time I saw you.
I can’t help myself to stare at you.
You look so familiar and my curiosity begins.
At first, it was just a plain curiosity.
But without me noticing, it started something else.
I never get tired looking at you.
You become more beautiful in my eyes,
And I found myself being fascinated by you.
I tried to put some effort to become closer to you.
But it just place as in an awkward phase.
In such a peculiar chance.
Finally, we come face to face.
And my heart starts to race.
I don’t know what to say.
I’m afraid you might say, "No."
And my chances with you are low.
So I just stood there,
And watched you go.
I'll confess I'm a coward,
And yes I am scared.
I’ve never experienced rejection in my life,
And I’m so afraid of your rejection.
But I’m more scared not to have a slightest chance to prove myself to you.
I like you, and I don’t expect you to like me back.
I’m not asking for your heart,
I’m just hoping you can give me a chance.
I want to show and let you know how special you are to me.
I hope you can give me a chance.
I don’t know what you think of me.
I don’t even know why I’m so fixated on you.
I’m not supposed to be scared of you.
Just let me know if I should stop.
Take your time, I’ll be patiently waiting.