Just look at her,
Beautiful eyes,
soft skin,
the most adorable smile.
The looks she gives me
make me tremble.
I long for her--
in a way I've never longed for anyone.
I long to kiss her,
to hold her,
to make her every dream come true.
It is strange, confusing.
She - a girl - has stolen my heart.
My desire for guys flown away,
All I see is her.
Should I take that step?
Journey to the other side
of my sexuality?
Or should I run away,
conform to religious ideals,
my family's beliefs--
be their perfect little girl?
I kiss her
and all I've ever dreamed
I find in her.
I take that step I've been afraid of
and leap into her arms.
This is joy.
This is happiness.
This is what I want.