I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie.
It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes.
My heroes are dead, they died in my head.
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain.
Something inside me has opened up again.
Thoughts of me exemplified.
All the little flaws I have denied.
Forget today, forget whatever happened.
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies.
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe.
What the hell did I do to deserve all this?
I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as I grind.
Way past good taste on our way to bad omens.
I decrease while my symptoms increase.
What the fuck is wrong?
You act like you knew it all along.
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing.
All I ever wanted out of you was
something you could never be.
Now take a good look at
what you've fucking done to me.
Give me any reason why I'd need you boy.
Give me any reason not to fuck you up.
Give me any reason why I'd need you bitch.
Give me any reason not to fuck you up.
I see you in me.
I keep my scars from prying eyes.
Incapable of ever knowing why.
Somebody breathe, I've got to have and answer.
Why am I so fascinated by
bigger pictures, better things.
But I don't care what you think.
You'll never understand me.