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There are times I wish I could change my life,
To be happy--but yet not care,
To forget all the pain inside--all the strife,
To know I do have a future somewhere.
My heart feels like it is ripped apart.
I can't forget the things that burn my soul.
All I want is a new start--
The chance to feel whole.
Sorrow echoes throughout my life.
I hate to feel this pain.
My wrists are scarred from the cut of my knife.
I never want to feel again.
I have so many fears, so many doubts.
My life is impossible to live.
Is that what life is all about?
Is this all the Gods have to give?
All I want is for things to change,
To have the chance to make things right,
To have dreams closer than the far-off mountain range.
I want to find my destiny--find my inner light.
But until that happens I must suffer in this agony
Hearing the words "You don't care," repeatedly
When I do care in reality
And I am drowning in this misery.