She left me to my own vices cause she could see,
that a future couldn't be with she and me,
only those believe cause they put in the time,
still those few believers can't amount to a dime,
it's all in the rhymes and i wish to use,
this written technique that i abuse,
so i can't lose cause i heard from some
one that you can't hurt when you're numb,
haven't quite found that mental state,
just one second and i pump the brakes,
must there be so much at stake, can't i feel
that we had our fling thing now it's a past deal?
it was just as real and under or sober,
i won't be able to fully get over
the memories that my heart decides to hold
onto, the type that you replay until you're old and bold.