What if this storm ends and i don't believe you,
what if this snow and hail mix ends and i never again see you,
what else to do but learn to live,
learn to delete regrets and with time, forgive,
so what i relive all my happy memories daily,
maybe i'm the not so great Gatsby and she's Daisy,
still played me the same, begged to forgive her,
when i loved her so much i moved across the river,
until my liver no longer functions,
i will let her live on with her assumptions,
i'm at a junction in my life joining two,
one that lived with, the other living without you,
what else to do when she makes you feel
that living forever could actually be real,
learn to deal with pain, it's insane but just deal,
build up confidence and courage, then it'll become real.