The thought of you makes me cry, over thinking,
like i was staring against the wind without blinking,
biggest regret was letting you slip away,
and act like i was someone in your way,
we were both great for one another, it's over,
you would have been the second reason i stayed sober,
as much as i'm just i told myself August,
was when i must wait, such a mind rush,
then i remember a September i forgot trial,
the same month i lost my smile,
when you go don't ever think i'll keep you,
like a scarf you're just fabric to weep through,
hide my face around my house, my place,
retrace my steps, i'm convinced i've replaced,
a smile somewhere in reach of my feet,
but it lies in Yonkers, the girl, my defeat.