I Can't Take It

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August 2012

I can't take my brother from another mother,

talking about you like you're the same as every other,

sick of hearing he's happy we both did,

if only he and she knew how long i kept my feelings for her hid,

 

open the lid she did just to close it quickly,

before it closed she grabbed all it's contents swiftly,

can't take this remembering crap much more,

bout to tie a string to them and my door,

 

then slam it shut, like you did me,

i can't take this pain above my belly,

why couldn't you tell me we were just a thing?

just a hook up, just a summer fling,

 

can't take remembering and replaying every memory,

attacking me mentally, physically and emotionally,

sooner or later, something will get better,

if not, then i lived through every single letter.

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damned memories.... 

damned memories.... 


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seriously :l if were so

seriously :l if were so evolved how come we cant control our damn minds and what they think of at any given second.


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That's a good darned

That's a good darned question. I wish I had the answers...


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im happy we dont have the

im happy we dont have the answers to stuff like that, cuz that would take all the mystery out of life


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Yah, you're probably right

Yah, you're probably right about that.


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well ur name gives me hope :)

well ur name gives me hope :) there is a healing woman out there somewhere


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Thanks! :) happy to instill

Thanks! :) happy to instill hope!


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there are only so many good

there are only so many good named poets on this site lol im glad to know some can get it right


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Thanks! I didn't name myself

Thanks! I didn't name myself though. :/ But, I AM a healing woman. :)


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lol u hate giving me last

lol u hate giving me last word! :p


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