Well i've been standing so close to death i feel on edge,
ever since my heart broke i made a negative pledge,
never let a girl in, but there were some who still,
made it past my wall and made me false happy like an E pill,
these nights seem to have no end,
all the brights just grab grays and blend,
i can't keep your voice out of my head,
haunted by every little word you said,
i can't find the best in all of this,
lost sense of reality when we kissed,
we'll be alone after midnight, oh bother,
why are we wasting it with our backs to each other?
spare me the pain please already barely breathing,
it's scary but for you my heart is beating,
and when you're leaving you take a part,
of my heart with you, i wish us forever apart.