Can't keep depending on dreaming for you to be here with me,
can't keep replaying every memory,
all these nights alone, it'd be a miracle to feel you,
even in my bed i'm far away from home, not something i'm used to,
can't keep hoping in my dreams you'd be by my side,
cause every time i wake up alone something in me dies,
can't keep hearing you over the phone, never know how much i miss you,
even in my chair i'm far away from home, not something i'm used to,
somehow i know i have lost you, you're long gone,
i'm never right, you left, i'm always wrong,
why are you leaving? why'd you slam the door?
don't say i already know cause i can't be sure,
you're so hard to get over, the sun can't even shine,
when in the morning i have you on my mind,
i think you're so mean, why can't you try?
i know i could need, you in my life.