It seems like it's been a lifetime since i last saw you,
and that is unacceptable, dreadful and awful,
hard to live in the present when you're always in my mind,
hard to feel like the thorn on the rose made it a find,
i wish to rewind back to last October,
the weekend you came over, know i tried to stay sober,
but i became blinded by you, you became my drug,
way before the kiss and way before the tug,
fill up my cup, dismiss the fact that i'm puzzled,
do absolutely anything to once again cuddle,
pull me out my puddle, hold me close til i know,
that love isn't always something to show,
while you're doing you know i'm trying my best,
to keep you in my mind but out of my chest,
comparing you to the rest, no one comes close,
i've done this before, i'd rather no one knows.