Trying to Find Me

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January 2011

I miss talkin daily mom, i try,
only problem is i won't talk to you when i'm high,
i;m always high now which is why,
you;ll never hear your lost son whimper and cry,
i try, i wake up only to bake,
have no idea what is really at stake,
i miss steak, Nonnie the lord takin you was a mistake,
barely held myself together at the wake,
for god's sake, can i just catch a break?
my heads bangin like a midget in a barrel, my stomach aches,
scared of what i might dream, always stayin awake,
hearts break,hearts ache, another mistake,
jean and sweats droppin, a level away from Drake,
happy Bday Justin, have some cake,
right after you get wasted drinkin up a lake,
for god's sake, why can't we be,
a normal loving family,
one they portray on tv,
not VH1's reality,
i love you all, although you both can't see,
I can't love anyone unless i love Renato Vitale.

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