I rely on patience and hope,
Not once thought to turn to dope,
Better ways to cope, no use making stoned goblins,
There's so much more to life then all my problems,
Boo hoo stop sobbin, don't be so down,
If you always walk around on your hands no one will notice the frown,
Memories live in sound, music never changes,
Much like the wars we fight in our heads never changes,
What's strange is I felt this so long ago, so distant,
Days without you were my reminder that times are different,
In an instant I chuckle cause fuck what they'd say, nice try,
Hope you can at some point read this, what a lie,
Sun rises outside and my eyes open to a few seconds without regret,
Long gone is the smell of that daily morning cigarette,
In comes the daily mind set, comes from all ways,
So it's less then what I thought we had? Like always.