It's been too long, couldn't find the courage,
was too long stuck in my own mental storage,
where it's not very furnished, i just pace back and forth,
crying from east to west, dragging my feet from south to north,
heart broke in fourths, why'd i ever fall in love?
should have seen that for her nothing is enough,
especially unconditional love, i was fine until i fell,
now i progress forward in my own hell,
with no one to tell, cause it's in my head,
how long did it really take before he was warming half of your bed?
i think of better things instead, like how with time,
i'll, like i have a few times before, find a way to be fine,
another solo night where i dine alone,
no longer get excited when the screen of my phone
lights up and lets me know of some text,
which is why i keep it on silent now, i'm perplexed and vexed.