I know I love him, I really do,
But for some reason, my mind’s running askew.
Every night I think for better or worse,
But I wake up from my slumber feeling coerced.
I dream of the life we someday could create,
A girl with blonde curls and a world only love dictates.
We’d be very happy, I know that a fact.
But I wake up from sleeping and my dreams are sacked.
I think of him all day, he won’t get out of my head,
Excited for nightfall and the dreaming that lies abed.
I want that world, I really do,
But why can’t I make my dreams come true?
He’s unstable, whish-washy, too emotional, I say,
He puts the relationship on public display.
I can think of a hundred reasons to leave,
But after a day without him I start to heave.
I wonder when this cycle will break,
Because I’m causing us both a lot of heartache.
But I must follow my heart and through this cycle I go,
I’m willing to fight this until I truly know.
If you are going
To get hacked.
This is the best way IMO.
KS
Pretty good