let it be

scared, confused

what should i think

where should this stand?

they are together as we once were,

becasue of me.

it was my bad

why did i wait, like i did

everone loves it

craves it.

wants it.

you.

but not; no only you.

im shaking, then drowning

and buliding up strength

drowning, in what ive become.

the tears flow down my stone face



no. wait.

what she dont know.

wont hurt.

asshole

crave it. let it be.

too much.

too much whiskey.

bitchin.

wait,but it was my fault

once again why did i

let it be.



darkeness surrounds

clubs, party, bar

hint...hint...

frinds, enemys...>memories.

once again, is this why you lost one strong friend?



3,2,1 you son of a gun.....



chairs, lamps, fucking nintendo.

nintendo.



try try try try try.........

im fucking giving it my all. putting up with it. dealing with it, pourng out my empty soul.

you throwing bullshit in my face.

you liar, you're no lover. but still i let it be.

blood, bleed, the craving, the cutting.

horrible. just horrible.  

so, untill i let it be the real loser is me.




Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is such a random poem..... but one things for sure....  WHY DOES EVERYONE LEARN THE HARD WAY??... WHY DOES IT HAVE TO HURT THEM.
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I really like the way you expressed in this one