should i be forever in heartache,
or non bearable pain.
a pain that only lasts for minutes,
devouring the body and tearing at the soul.
hate is comeing out of me
from a tiny sourse of darkness
will it win?
regret from past moments is comeing back
and tearing me apart.
the feeling of being alone in this darkness is more than i can take
the hard panic is coming as my dreaded soul is thirsting for light
the darkness and sorrow surrounds it.
this dreaded pain in my heart is now lifeless.
so hear my mournful cry,
and tear this lifeless heart out.
...........now leave me hear to die