my babygirl you sit and chill
with those who discuss u against my will
they say they love you but it's instilled
to tell the business that you spill
you're only one who doesn't realize
your mama sees you and hears your cries
your mama feels the pain of your goodbyes
your mama is the one who tries and tries
you think that you're grown and i accept
you think that your secrets will be kept
you think they're your friends because they wept
when you told them bout your pain in it's deepest depth
my baby they're kids and they cannot see
mama auntie grandma live in misery
so when you tell them of the tragedy
they pass it on and talk about me
little kids aren't the ones who can work this out,
i told you before cuz i have no doubt
these folks have no clues what our lives are about
and that's why i keep them out
it's not about if you have friends
it's more about the truth in the end
even though you spit it so healing can begin
the folks who they tell want your pain to win
i see from here and i tell you no lies
i may BE too blunt telling you what's right
but it's about the message and not the plight
cuz only the truth can shine so bright
my darling, my baby i love you so
i was there when they left and could not control
what God had planned and i did not know
that he'd force us to stand and live so bold
i know what you mean and feel i know what you say
why do you think i always pray
for you to be blessed and your pain washed away
but it just won't happen if you continue to play
with friends who say they listen only to tell
the things you discribe as your own personal hell
you want to reach out so you're under a spell
you don't hear when i speak and that's why i yell
you're not the only one who's loved and lost
you are not alone in paying the cost
when i tell you what's right you feel like i bossed
you around when i'm simply want your cares to be tossed
your sister and brother and you were my life
you think it's just you who deals with the strife
we can heal together