circles getting smaller as i'm applying these lessons
not sure if i should let go or if i'm stiflin my blessin's
praying to be let out of this tomb set for me
reaching for the freedom this trap door may possibly be
hoping to be out and to be deeper in the LOrd
cuz His word and His promise keep this soul on one accord
praying for deliverance from far too many sins
and twisted explanations of trangressions bustin' out from self defense
correcting wrongs within myself that ran on for way too long
most are stemming from the fact i must release this bong
trying so hard to lower a pain that can never be described
begging new acquaintances to reciprocate a vibe
that i only feel within myself and no one ever sees
cuz outside i want to be recognized as the strongest chick that be
yelling to not be held in sympathy but understood with respect
i do my best to walk the road of sharpened intellect
slowing enlightening and sliding away from feeling numb
many morphings of my blessings have i had to overcome
just accepting all the changes i am looking for something more
but with all these tests i am failing i know i surely can't ignore
i am not finished with my changing and it seems i am wasting time
standing still instead of stepping to prove my faith is truly blind