Overextended resilience reaching for my goals
Trying to cover everything including some burning coals
The scars from them shone through my deepest coil
This burning devastation still makes my blood boil
Rip out their heart is on your mind
Implosive rage has you blind
Every time you look at me
Their little faces you do see
You put their faces on your chest
So my mind could hide and rest
Give me strength remind me to praise
Blessed with a butterfly here to raise
I just wish these clocks could turn
Today’s the day I want to learn
That heart so black that burns so bright
Seared these babes into the night
That heart that felt no pain in stealing
Or tossing us in darkness delaying this healing
Constriction is confused for recluse
Fussing and complaining for restoring good news
These souls that are bonded like ying and yang
Too rattled to wake up and drink our Tang
Wandering and stumbling upon the blessings
That will end all this fumbling and guessing