I feel so petty
lost and struggling on the surface of my thoughts
Unable to face my anger beneath
Unable to face the bloody tears which roll down my sooty face
Heart blood spilled through my eyes
Boiling it comes
to the surface
Making my hideous truths obvious
When i try to sink beneath my ugly pride
Even farther I look
All I find is listless cries
And wrenching sobs
When I am dragged beneath all this
I discover peace
and am let forget my hell above
Remember me
When you find
That your mind is no longer your favourite escape
When you can't breath beneath the pressure of your conscious
Remember me when you feel soiled
And rotten to the core
I've ignored my mind for so long
That it's become an asylum
I truly can no longer tell you what lurks behind these walls
How can I demolish the building
Without destroying everything within?
Somewhere I'm in here locked up
I just have to find me
Yet something tells me ill only find myself in the darkest corners
Where my monsters lurk
Forcing me to be someone different.
Beautifully said. I could
Beautifully said. I could feel the raw emotions in your words.