I have no heart.
I left it broken,
Half beating somewhere
And now I can't find it.
I meant to give you the pieces.
Hope that somehow you could put it
Back together for me.
But I lost it.
And I will never get it back.
Why do I still breathe
With this wound in my chest
How is it possible to pull
Air into my lungs
To evict it again and again
When I'm missing such a vital piece
to the process?
It leads me to believe that
It was dead long, long ago
And that through some evolutionary wonder,
A freak act to maintain survival I've been working
Around its absence.
I'm sorry that I have
Nothing left of me to give you,
Nothing at all that matters.
Just make this ache go away for me.
Make it stop seeping
Into my clothes and leaving
Little <3 shaped stains on all my shirts.
Is that so much to ask,
Is it?
You leave me stunned. You've evoked both sadness and a strange sort of wistfulness in this poem