You'd think I'd be able to fall away gracefully
Bow down to your superiority with no qualms at all.
Pushed around
Pulled down
Dragged under
Fall away, fall out..
Grace... is only a name
Spoken on the lips of contemptuous lovers
In the dawn of the newest day,
And it all ends in this
This being...
Whatever that was.
And what was that?
What was that, you whispered the words
Like a starved child in need of a drink
A drink from my over flowing lips....
And I'd laugh, haughty
More judgmental than you remember me.
Am I at all...
Like you remember me?
The naive child I started as.
Dew-eyed and reborn
Because of the fruits you fed me
Strawberries from a forbidden lust
And that's all it boils down to
Lust, and I lusted.
And I wanted, and needed
Love is just a four letter catastrophe
Not worth it's weight in anguished golden apples
Kissed by the Rhinemaidens
Even though...
They know nothing of one another,
But when did that matter?
In a world where
You can claim abuse
For a beating with a crumbled feather
And it all comes down,
Floats down
On cherry flavoured clouds
That you wanted me to fall gracefully aside
To be there when you wanted to pick me up once again
Like a child's second favourite toy.
But I wasn't there.
I was gone...
Moved on.
Finally fell away from grace...
1:12 pm; 7-23-01
Great work..