verse 1:
i've been running for so long
i forgot what i was running from
everything i do is wrong
i don't know what i've become
chorus:
maybe i am a disease,
an oucast, a misfit and a total jinx
everyone is afraid of me
so i cry alone
with no one to hold
will someone love me please
this loneliness is killing me
verse 2:
filthy and withered and starting to burn
my muscles are aching from the freezing cold
when, god, when's it my turn?
suffering through life has gotten old
verse 3:
so now i beg you with my restless soul
to be my family and love me
(it's) too bad that it's already been sold
satan pollutes the universe with me