i'm deaf in one ear; don't give a fuck in the other
your excuses are nothing but reasons to be smothered
i will not justify why i'm so annoyed
to walk the same earth as YOU programmable droids
each day, i wake up to end this bad dream
i cannot muddle through such urges to scream
what God would creaste a universal contradiction?
a paradox plagued by conviction and prediction?
where too many morons drain the world of its brilliance
so even the anomolies can't make a difference
instead, we're choking on the truths we seek
made vividly aware that the future is bleak
insufferable independence and fool-hearted drive
has focused my energy and kept me alive
i could've gotten swept away in all this wretched mess
another lost sheep, following along with all the rest
but... i was born with my eyes open wide
with chrystal-clear vision and a free-thinking mind
and too many meticulous questions for everyone
occasional theories, but answers for none
acceptance falls absent where i don't belong
refusal to conform means i MUST be wrong
plugged ears can't listen to the rules of the drones
i'll find my way better if i walk alone
there's much misdirection retelling lessons learned
ANY knowledge gained HAS to be earned
faith is blinding and laws bend and break
just like perceptions evolve with every mistake
so spare me the sob story that life isn't fair
as aformentioned: i'm unable, unwilling to care.