Missing My First Love

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My first love

I was glad that my man made it in the marine but at the sametime I didn't want him to go.But we spend halloween together before he had to leave the next day.I saw him leave but I was glad that he gave me stuff to think about him while he was gone.After I saw him leave I started to cry on the way out of the airport.



I was glad to see him out in the crowd.I was very proud of my man after being away from him so long.But in my mind I was thinking who is this girl that is with his mom and me.I know nothing about her.All I know was that she was a friend to him.



You was even acting diferent around me like not doing the girlfriend and boyfriend things.When all I wanted from him is to spend time with u when i was out there.Well mainly the 3 of us.



Me and this girl talked while his mom was in the bathroom I showed her the picture of me and him before he left.She asked me his name and I said Dale.She then said my Dale I said no my Dale.She said that she has been going out with Dale since August.I been going out whith him over a year now.Then that got me thinking.Was he cheating on me.!!



Then I saw him at the graduation.Atfer the graduaton we walk around.Then we finally went back to the hotel.While We was in the hotel room the girl was touhing up on him.I was hurting inside so I ran out of the hotel room and the door closed hard.I called tried to call my mom but no answer.So I just walked around.Then Dale came out to find me.He told me the truth about everything.



Then he told me that he was going to drink with her.Then me and his mom talked about everything,we got close.She even told me that she loved me and wanted us to be happy.Then I went into the hot tub cuz i was so mad at him and to cool down.



Then saturday came when it came to dinner time we ordered piazzas.There was a fight atfer it came.Dale told me to give back the stuff he brought for me so then i just did.Then the girl said stuff about the shirt.She said did anyone knew that she had it.Then she said to me you are not taking my man away from me.Then I was like Dale is this all true.He didn't give me a straight answer.



So then after that I his mom that I was taking a walk.That when I called my mom and talked to her about everything.I told my mom I can't stay in the same room as him and the girl cuz i knew something would happen if i did.



So I talked to his mom and asked her if she can figure out how much i have to pay for my part of the room.I told her please keep everything we talk about between us.I told her that I was getting another room.So I got the other room.



I called the frist person I know was up and it was Amanda.So we talked to her for awhile about everything that happened.I was so hurt inside.I don't think I slept good that night.



I didn't talk to him on the way home.He said he didn't ever wanted to talk to me.So i didn't talk to him.I find out everything from him though.So we didn't talk for awhile.



Then came March he called me one night.we talked he wanted to go back out wtih me But then a week or so later he told me its better just being friends.I was like ok.Nothing been the same since.Its wierd talking him now as only friends over we went out for over a year and 4 months.

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