your eyes see right through me (july 18, 2004)

i hate this longing feeling

that i experience

when i think of everything

that we could be.

every image i see of our

past startles me.

the fake happy scenes

that we had,

when we both knew it was a lie.

and still i'd do anything

to have that picture perfect

relationship with you.

you know you have my heart.

you can feel it,

you can sense it,

and you can't stand to be around me.

because you know you've torn me apart.

and yet you still don't realize,

that slowly,

i am moving on.

i will get over you.

and i will get my heart back.

i will feel again.

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