i hate this longing feeling
that i experience
when i think of everything
that we could be.
every image i see of our
past startles me.
the fake happy scenes
that we had,
when we both knew it was a lie.
and still i'd do anything
to have that picture perfect
relationship with you.
you know you have my heart.
you can feel it,
you can sense it,
and you can't stand to be around me.
because you know you've torn me apart.
and yet you still don't realize,
that slowly,
i am moving on.
i will get over you.
and i will get my heart back.
i will feel again.