I Hate

I hate myself.

There is nothing, it seems;

That I can do right.

I am a ruiner.

You are too good for me, it seems.

The more I try to fix this;

The more broken this becomes.

I hate this.

I hate what we've become.

I can no longer control myself.

Control me.

I hate myself again...

Press the blade a little deeper for me.

The pain numbs the feeling.

I am alone.

I am the only one who is broken.

I love you.

So far away, you seem.

I can no longer smile;

Because I can no longer dream.

The more I try to;

Hold on, the further away I push you.

I hate Myself.

I really hate this chapter.

I hate my life.

What is it that I am chasing?

A pretend end?

A happily ever after?

An ending too far down the road.

My end is now.

Let me go.

Let me go.

I hate that you won't let me go.

 

 

 

 

 

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