I hate myself.
There is nothing, it seems;
That I can do right.
I am a ruiner.
You are too good for me, it seems.
The more I try to fix this;
The more broken this becomes.
I hate this.
I hate what we've become.
I can no longer control myself.
Control me.
I hate myself again...
Press the blade a little deeper for me.
The pain numbs the feeling.
I am alone.
I am the only one who is broken.
I love you.
So far away, you seem.
I can no longer smile;
Because I can no longer dream.
The more I try to;
Hold on, the further away I push you.
I hate Myself.
I really hate this chapter.
I hate my life.
What is it that I am chasing?
A pretend end?
A happily ever after?
An ending too far down the road.
My end is now.
Let me go.
Let me go.
I hate that you won't let me go.