A new scar of which you may not see
Cut so fcking deep inside of me
That for once I can not make myself bleed
What did I do with what was my life?
How do I take what I got and restart?
I guess you could almost say.. I am lost
It's hard to see
The path in front of me
I dont know where my heart and soul lies..
How did I get stuck in all these ties?
I want to get out and go back to my life
I am lost in a maze that I can not seem to escape
Of all the poems.. This may not flow
But it resembles my thoughts and whats in my heart
Of what I have lost
So easy would it be to just pick up a knife
To slice
To watch my blood surface for the 5th time
But it would not do justice to the scar inside
So heavy and deep that you will never see me bleed
Until I cry out and scream
All I wanted was love.. It seems
But I doubt that I have that
A fresh new start would be nice
To take what I got and just part
For my restart
To stay true to what was always in my heart
Love can really tear ya down..and I see you've been an example of that for awhile..I still likes ya.