A New Scar

A new scar of which you may not see

Cut so fcking deep inside of me

That for once I can not make myself bleed



What did I do with what was my life?

How do I take what I got and restart?

I guess you could almost say.. I am lost



It's hard to see

The path in front of me



I dont know where my heart and soul lies..

How did I get stuck in all these ties?



I want to get out and go back to my life

I am lost in a maze that I can not seem to escape



Of all the poems.. This may not flow

But it resembles my thoughts and whats in my heart

Of what I have lost



So easy would it be to just pick up a knife

To slice

To watch my blood surface for the 5th time



But it would not do justice to the scar inside

So heavy and deep that you will never see me bleed



Until I cry out and scream

All I wanted was love.. It seems



But I doubt that I have that



A fresh new start would be nice

To take what I got and just part

For my restart

To stay true to what was always in my heart


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leevmebe's picture

Love can really tear ya down..and I see you've been an example of that for awhile..I still likes ya.