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30 years old

Still single and alone

But I have plenty of options

Of stupid boys blowing up my phone

I have always wanted to get married

And be a mom someday 

Now I'm forced to pretend I don't want it

Because I'll never have it anyway

It hurts so much

I don't know how I got here

I have so much love to give

And thats my biggest fear

That I'll never get to give it

Or have someone to share it with 

So many love movies

I'm feeling like true love is a myth

Why am I not deserving

To have a true love of mine

Why do I always have to smile through it

And always pretend I'm fine

I don't want to be alone

I want someone to hold

I'm trying to hang on

But so much time is making my heart grow cold