I see the scars as I peel away the rags
Battered and bruised, I feel my shame.
I see the beings I hold most dear,
As they rip and scream and laugh.
I see them now,
Twenty years since my birth,
I see their hidden hate,
I hear their private jokes.
I recall their smiles,
Their words of no regret
I feel the knife as it cuts away,
Deeper and deeper it goes,
Taking a part of me with every strike
I try to hide,
But I cannot
I try to be strong,
But I cannot
So I turn away from my reflection,
As I hear the words of those I hold dear.
They scratch and they claw,
And they pull and they throw
So I close my eyes as I attempt to take my nights rest,
And see the scars as I rip away the rags,
But they drag me down,
Deeper and deeper I go,
As I hear the words of those I hold dear.
I try to be strong,
But I cannot
So I await the sun as it shows a new day,
And throw on the rags to hide my scars,
As I walk again to meet with,
Those I hold dear.