I cannot handle life anymore
I cannot find an open door
I cannot find love to embrace
I cannot fake a happy face
I cannot face another day
I cannot live another way
I cannot show my inner self
I cannot live upon this shelf
I cannot simply hide away
I cannot live with this dismay
All I want is to say good bye
Then go away and die
But you just don’t give a shit for me
I cannot go on as hard as I try
I want to die, I cannot lie
It hurts so bad I cannot sleep
I cannot wake, I cannot weep
I wish there was another way
I cannot face another day
Give me help, and let me win
I am a loser and I live in sin
My life is just a fucking mess
I am so not perfect I will confess
A million things I’ve done wrong
Another stupid, unhappy song
I have to write my feelings down
Because I can’t hold it all inside
I cannot run, I cannot hide
Reading this I am sure you think
I probably need to see a shrink
You’re probably right, because I do
But it would not help me or you
You cannot understand my pain
You cannot understand my gain
I cross my heart and hope to die
And hoping is no lie
Cuz I know what I have to do
I’ll tell you a story and I tell it true A story about a girl who died
A girl who failed, and lied
A girl who let her family down
In her tears she drown
She let all her dreams drift away
Messed her life up, I have to say
It is all her fault, she’s to blame
And now she is standing in the rain
There is no one she can embrace
They are seeing through her happy face
Inside she is full of hate
Someone must have cursed that date
The day she was born upon
How‘d they ever be so wrong
If her friend knew what would they think
She would probably have to see a shrink
So she’ll keep it all inside
She is the master of disguise
I hope this story you’ve enjoyed
It’s my life not a toy
I am sorry I fucked up so bad
I wish I wasn’t fucking sad