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"Singing to die, praying to live"
With Morrissey I sing along for the Armageddon to come,
Turn to someone I've never met to make this curse undone
Pray to God that He exists and maybe a Jesus too
Search for white instead of black, some more green instead of blue
Could I be blessed for just this once I ask the whos above
Could you help me to find a job to do and someone true to love?
I'm stuck in a scenario of a rich girl too much poor
I'm stuck in this beautiful hell-hole and I can't break down the door..
I'm sick of being sick dear God and sick of being alone
Every day is full of net and a quiet & listless phone
There must be something more to do & something more to say.
There has to be some more life to live before I die away.
Believe me all I have searched and moved, moved around the world
Seen more hell than the one in red and oh my blood has curled
But no more sorrow can I afford to feel for I have no time to spare
Must smile and bite the bullet now; just put it where I dare...
A right one will await me when I leave this life for new
I'll escape from all this fakedom, with friends so much more true...
With this hope I leave you & with this hope I warn
The world is gonna change the day, the new Sara has been born!
©Sara Nur
AMAZING piece, loved it.
My advice? (should you want it) - ditch the fake friends (you're worth more than that), learn to love your flat (you said it's beautiful, and there's gotta be alot worse places you could be living), and I'm sure you'll find the right job soon (you may not have found it YET, but it IS out there, and you WILL, hopefully, find it one day).
If I've ranted on then I apologise, but you seem too nice a person to have to put up with things you don't like, especially fake friends - they're NEVER worthy of ANYONE'S time.
Good luck.
TAAvSM x