WANTING TO LEAVE
Looking down I start to see
the world is finally hating me
and as move along these streets
the windows shut and all i meet
are crazy people dreaming of a day
when people want to scream and get away
but now all i feel
is nothing
Fuck...
fuck
i'm feeling a dead dog
And the world's gonna hate me
And the velvet i feel on my hands
aren't any fucking gloves
its blood of you and me
Fuck You!
I'm coming down the stairway
I'm looking for a pathway
to home away from here-
my other home,
but it's no where near
So i'm looking to the sky
and see you
falling like a butterfly
Dreaming of the days
when you and Me and you
and Me
and i can't say what i thought
but nothing did i feel
Crazy makings
so surreal
Dreaming of mistakes
that i'd often made
Fuck!
I'm angry now, but no one knows
why i don't know why i chose
this life of mine
its not too bad
but its all i've had...
I'm feeling now
its anger, yes, and
people know
i'm the craziest
I turn around when you say wrong
that nothing comes when you are gone
can you feel?
here it is
it's quite near
but you're still here!
FUCK FUCK!
feeling like a bitch struck with stick
and now the anger's filling like firey rage
and this mind will overpour if nothing's to last
because everything i am, is the outcome of my past
when the world starts to think youre become crazy, maybe its because you are