Panic, panic
I need not race
in a feverish fury
an anytime, an anyplace, an anywhere
I cannot attain
Anxious, antsy
arriving at
that acid abscess in my chest
that break within my breath
Tick Tock Tick Tock
waiting for eleven o'clock
People wonder
is it natural
the red in my hair
did someone
somewhere put it there?
I want to be
the woman on the box
number sixty seven
she smiles
and I stare
Hollow I am
tufts and clumps of matted hair
Your roots are showing
keep them there
close your mouth
and close your eyes
let them leave you their goodbyes
An eidolon, an oversight
I am
silky smooth and wafer thin
under your thumb
under your tongue
Semi Permanent