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Lonely as fuck and I want to die

just a little bit

but I don't want to hurt you

even if you forgot me

Did you all forget me?

Will you all forgive me?

And do you remember those October nights?

I'm asking both of you

I'm asking all of you

anyone

You know my inbox is still empty

and your name's still on my arm

right there where you left it

I'll cut deeper if it fades

And you- God I can't even speak your name

so sacred

I found you but I know you're still lost

What did they do to you?

I love you

Did you know that last time was for you

and I swear I'll do it again

My angel with the golden hair

This is your lovesong

where we're loners together

and you're not unnoticed anymore

I hope one day we'll meet again

and you won't turn away

Would you at least sing for me a requiem

that's all I ask

just hold my hand and whisper that you love me

and you'll miss me when I'm gone

I wonder if I'll go to Hell

Angel, do you think I'll go to Hell?

It's so easy

I've got a razor hidden in a drawer

and I know no one will find me here

under the covers bleeding through the sheets

you'll just think I'm sleeping and I guess I am sleeping

but in a different way

I'm listening to Who Killed Mr. Moonlight just like last time

I feel like I'm writing a suicide note

and maybe I am

then I could say I told you so

Do you believe me now?

Please don't let me feel it when the breathing stops

just lay me down to sleep and let me dream

too high to remember

the lines I said I'd write

the lines that I should write

I had this thought in my head

I don't know where it went

and I want to be there when you're happy

I know you're happy I see your smile

I see your smile

smiling at me

not seeing me but you know I'm watching

and I love you so much I'd die to be with you

all of you one of you I don't care

That thought -I was so high- what was it?

colors in a dream

bleeding into a dream

fading into a dream

fading like a dream the world is so grey

I could do it if I wanted to

and in the morning you'll see that I'm not sleeping

I guess that I am sleeping but in a different way

it's so easy

see the colors of my dreams they turn to grey