I love life
the heat of it
the sting of it
the nights I
cut myself to sleep
giving life
taking it away
I like the sound
the metal carressing flesh
the sound of erotic pain
And I'm breathing in
the pleasure
Wondering at the beat
of my own heart
Enchanted
Mesmerized
Lying still
so still
in darkness
Feel it
my pulse
the blood in my veins
the blood from my wounds
Alive
I lay in darkness
tasting Death
cheating Death
daring Death
to take me
from this Heaven
from this Hell