They say it's all in my head
There's no other explanation
for what I do to myself
I had the perfect life
I hate myself
I have no right to feel
the way I feel
If you knew me
would you just turn
your back and run away
If you killed me
you'd be justified
Nightfall
I breathe in the shadows
I can't remember the sun
Stop looking at me
I swear I'm alright
Though I somehow
cut off my wings
I won't just break
Stop talking to me
I swear I'm okay
Though after I've fallen
so hard I won't
try to get up
Hate bleeding into my soul
I deserve this
every cut
every scar
Don't try to help me
Don't try to save me
Why even bother
if suicides go to Hell
It's all in my mind
I know it is
Oh God
I hate myself