Justification

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2006

They say it's all in my head

There's no other explanation

for what I do to myself

I had the perfect life

I hate myself

I have no right to feel

the way I feel

If you knew me

would you just turn

your back and run away

If you killed me

you'd be justified

Nightfall

I breathe in the shadows

I can't remember the sun

Stop looking at me

I swear I'm alright

Though I somehow

cut off my wings

I won't just break

Stop talking to me

I swear I'm okay

Though after I've fallen

so hard I won't

try to get up

Hate bleeding into my soul

I deserve this

every cut

every scar

Don't try to help me

Don't try to save me

Why even bother

if suicides go to Hell

It's all in my mind

I know it is

Oh God

I hate myself

Author's Notes/Comments: 

2006.

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