I don't know whether
to hate you or love you
All I know is you're gone
This isn't how
it's supposed to be
I know I didn't have
to be this way
Forever broken and torn
Refusing to heal the
scars upon my heart
Forever addicted to pain
Remaining always
your victim
But I am
I'm always missing you
loving you
Both of you
But days go by
while I'm dissatisfied
and giving myself to
someone new
Immearsed in
newfound happiness
tinged with sadness
Tainted with
the memories of you