Show how to end this
Teach me how to kill
what I've become
Guide me today
just today
Escapist-
find the way out
and it's all ok
Holding fate in my hands
so ashamed that I could hesitate
in a primal effort to survive
telling myself in a stagnant whisper
Just pull the trigger
One bullet
will set you free
I'm sorry you have
to see me like this
I'm sorry you have
to clean up the mess
I left behind
But please remember-
my last thoughts
were of you
I'd sell you my body
I'd sell you my soul
If I only could.
I'm still thinking of you.