Morbid Sensuality

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2005

These verses

mere words

can never

fully digress my meaning

Try to understand

It is not pain

It is not hopelessness

which drives me into madness

It was not weakness

It was not desperation

which led me to my death

But temptation

the fulfillment of

a morbid curiosity

I only wanted to feel

Erotic

was Death's first caress

the quickening of my pulse

at each sensation

Intimate

was Death's knowlege of my body

touching my most private parts

reading my most private thoughts

Passionate

were Death's arms around me

Losing blood

Losing life

Swooning at Death's kiss

Fainting falling

No- it is not over yet

This is the ultimate experience

do not close your eyes

Blissful

was the last cut of the knife

Death loving me

undressing my soul

stroking my body

blessing my blood

Delicious

was the last breath

Fearing wondering loving

savoring Death's intensity

the pleasure of pain's perfection

Yet still you can not understand

You will never understand

how it feels to be loved by Death

to be with Death under

the blood drenched sheets.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

2005.

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