Your name carved into my skin
deeper every night
I can't scratch it out
You're my addiction
My love and my hatred
this drug tainting my veins
draining my pain away
Scent of cigarettes and cologne
the way you held me
when I cried
the taste of your blood
still staining my lips
and I'm thirsty for more
I'm a slave
and you are my master
I cut out my heart
and put it in your hands
I gave you my soul
on the day you betrayed me
and I know I deserved it
and I know I failed you
Punish me
Hurt me
I'm your fallen angel
I'm not worthy
Don't redeem
just forsake me
Your name traced by a razor
written in blood
I can't keep control
You're my obsession
My hell and salvation
this razor writing your name
draining my pain away
Bleeding dying dreaming
I just cannot live with only
your name cut in my arm
Take me
Hold me
Kill me
Stroke my hair
Touch my tears
with your fingertips
Just hold me the way
you did when I cried
All I want is to die
in your arms