What am I so afraid of?
It's already over
I'll stop singing my song
This isn't beautiful
This is only me
Worthless
aren't we all?
I want you to push me down
I want you to crush me down
Tear me down
Break me down
I want you to let me down
Make me fall in love
with you again
and lead me straight
to Hell where I belong
I've been there before
and I have the scars
to prove it
but they won't bleed
anymore
and I try
and I scratch
and I tear
and I rip
and I cut
and I wait for the blood
to run down my face
but there's just dead flesh
under my fingernails
and the stench of decay
and I'd kill myself to feel
your touch again
Your hands so rough
around my neck
Bury me alive
don't forget to
kiss me goodnight
and leave the frozen flowers
on my grave
Burn me alive
until I'm nothing
Clawing at my hair
my face
my eyes
the ground
beneath your feet
Because you are my soul
and I am just an
empty shell
lying naked
in a darkened bedroom
lifeless on the floor