Cannot face the truth
I have to look away
but soon illusions fade
Do not stray too far
you may lose your way
Do not stand close to the edge
you may fall forever
Any pain I feel
I brought upon myself
How did I not see?
I take the first step.
How can it be me?
I could never fail
I don't know how to feel
I don't know how to live
Do not give in
But I am so tired
One more step.
I don't understand
why am I the guilty one?
Do not shed remorseful tears
Do not think the darkest thoughts
Hold on to your sanity
Are these thoughts truely mine?
Another step and you can't return.
Standing at the edge
Staring into nothingness
Come and rest
Come and die
One more step until the end
Embracing eternity
tears run dry
emotionless resolution
I will not turn back
For what pain can
physical death bring
to one who's already dead inside?
Smiling I surrender
with open arms I fall
I never knew life could be so hard
I never knew death could be so easy
Hit the ground
with broken wings
blotting out existence