You think I do not feel
that I am numb
that I am dead
You cannot understand
I feel so much
yet I cannot cry
The pain
it does not matter
I've crossed the line
I'm beyond all tears
Relief
I try
God knows I try
Please
cry for me
I'm losing my soul
Excruciating pain
I have enough for us all
Cry for me
I'm losing control
Escape
breathe deep and let it go
the only why I can
If I cannot cry
I can always bleed.
But how much blood
can a person lose
before he loses everything?
I'm losing again
I'm destroying myself
I'm digging my grave
Blade against my skin
Dig deep
Strange how what saves you
may kill you in the end.
One slit of the wrist-
that's all I have to do
to save my soul.