The Reason I Bleed

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2005

You think I do not feel

that I am numb

that I am dead

You cannot understand

I feel so much

yet I cannot cry

The pain

it does not matter

I've crossed the line

I'm beyond all tears

Relief

I try

God knows I try

Please

cry for me

I'm losing my soul

Excruciating pain

I have enough for us all

Cry for me

I'm losing control

Escape

breathe deep and let it go

the only why I can

If I cannot cry

I can always bleed.

But how much blood

can a person lose

before he loses everything?

I'm losing again

I'm destroying myself

I'm digging my grave

Blade against my skin

Dig deep

Strange how what saves you

may kill you in the end.

One slit of the wrist-

that's all I have to do

to save my soul.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

2005.

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