I'm not here
but your head is clear
I don't exist
but you feel my kiss
Scattered ashes
and worlds inside
Forgive me dear
with me you've died
Deep inside
you know you were
just me my dear
I can assure
Complete my dear
and now I'll show
I had to grow
you had to go
Forgive me now
for I have sinned
my faithless daughter
my loveless friend
relentless endless
delirious din
of manic laughter
your voice stretched thin
I'll have my hereafter
you'll know right then
You're somewhere dark
you're somewhere cold
You've integrated
into my whole
Disintegrated
your shell of old
Remenants of lives
and stories untold
Your lives were lies
your stories weren't gold
I'm the whole
you were just a part
a lost and lonely
angry bleeding heart
Dissociation
breaking free
You're all becoming
becoming me
me and me and only me
shaking
quaking
breaking free
in the grave and in the sea
You'll recognize my face
and what you're meant to be
in the noose in the knife
You'll remember my name
and why you lived your life