Existence

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2005

I'm not here

but your head is clear

I don't exist

but you feel my kiss

Scattered ashes

and worlds inside

Forgive me dear

with me you've died

Deep inside

you know you were

just me my dear

I can assure

Complete my dear

and now I'll show

I had to grow

you had to go

Forgive me now

for I have sinned

my faithless daughter

my loveless friend

relentless endless

delirious din

of manic laughter

your voice stretched thin

I'll have my hereafter

you'll know right then

You're somewhere dark

you're somewhere cold

You've integrated

into my whole

Disintegrated

your shell of old

Remenants of lives

and stories untold

Your lives were lies

your stories weren't gold

I'm the whole

you were just a part

a lost and lonely

angry bleeding heart

Dissociation

breaking free

You're all becoming

becoming me

me and me and only me

shaking

quaking

breaking free

in the grave and in the sea

You'll recognize my face

and what you're meant to be

in the noose in the knife

You'll remember my name

and why you lived your life

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It's about a crazy guy who sees an imaginary person. When he committs suicide she dies with him b/c she only existed in his mind. 2005.

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