I wanted to write a poem
That everybody could relate to
But I find myself torn
Between an actual distinction
In the thck of life
And poetry.
Because I can count
With seven of my fingers
The amount of cloudy days
In the past eight months.
And I can count with seven of your fingers
The amount of times
Life has come to poetry
And poetry to life
In the past five seconds.
So I spend words like they grow on trees
They call me Howard
As hues of blue explain my emotion
And yet, I feel like a magician
With no magic in his life,
Because like racecar spelled backwards
All my words are the same
As life has somehow become the bane
Of my existance.
But don't be afraid
Because I am still your pusherman
If you wanna purchase
My knowledge of being,
Seeing as how it is not your fault
That I lost myself somewhere down there,
Down where?
Down there in the gentler memory
That was once my childhood...
I wanted to be a superhero
Of course.
With a big imagination
Thinkin everythings gonna be alright
But like water out of a faucet
My dreams drained away.
And I could not escape
The undenyable given
That superman is not real.
Wonderful write! You are so expressive! I love that about your poetry! You are a poets POET!