Why can’t I do it
I want to tell you so much
How I feel
But I can’t
Every time I see you
I choke on my words
I forget what to say
When I finally muster up the audacity
You’re gone
My chance is gone
I am left in the dust
Talking to myself
Kicking myself for not doing what I wanted to do in the first place
You’re gone and oblivious
To any of the feelings I possess for you
Every night I go to bed thinking
Tomorrow will be the day
Tomorrow comes and goes
And in the end
I’m still the only one who knows
I know we don’t talk much
I know some of the horrible things you do
But for some reason
I still like you
I can’t change that
My mind and heart are in absolute conflict when it comes to you
And neither one of them can win
Until I can make the hardest decision
I’ll ever have to make